so i've been really stressed lately because i don't have a job. i feel like i have to get up early, work out harder than i normally would, be productive, and basically make up for the fact that i don't have a job and am "useless." grumpy, self absorbed, irritated, and pessimistic are some of the emotions i have been projecting onto the people i love.
what should be happening is i should take advantage of all this time to do the things i love: music, painting, reading, being outdoors, enjoying my family and travis. i should be using this time to enjoy planning our wedding. i may never have this much free time again in my life, so no more wasting.
im done stressing out over three months of unemployment/school being out for summer. the weather is finally gorgeous, im getting married to a wonderful man, going to hawaii for two weeks, im young, life is good.
no more stress
no more pessimism
no more grumpy
i know how you feel.
ReplyDeletei've been freaking out about now job (you know...rent and all) but it'll work out. in the mean time i should quit stressing and enjoy my free time. can't wait to see you babybaker.
(p.s. i luv that we can bof say "happiness is my travis")
Oh, I feel ya on the stress-front. Sounds like Hawaii will be such a nice/needed vacation for BOTH of us! And I'm going to Oahu, we're staying in Waikiki... so I'd love any tips/local restaurant suggestions you have! :) Which island are you going to?
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