next time i'm being ridiculous, i'm going to remember this day.

see i have this way of thinking the worst. i'm not a pessimist, the opposite really, but when it comes to whatif's and boys, i always think "i'm not good enough for him and that's why he isn't calling."

or like the time travis was staring at me and i was like "what are you thinking are you thinking i look gross that's what it is huh." he was like "you really are crazy."

we are all people. busy, insecure sometimes, thinking, wondering, crazy people. it's a miracle we ever understand each other.

One week since Hawaii

- hung out with my three little brothers

- went shopping with my mom

- spent all day in a tattoo parlor and apparently looked like a lesbian.

- went to star trek. it's ridiculous. 

- was reintroduced to whiny pop emo :) 

- was surprised with 311 tickets. travis you are the best. 

- got to hug zack graff and play music with bryson breiv. 

- went to idaho falls to visit family

- enjoyed church with my family

- went pickup shopping with my dad and watched him belittle the salesman. where did i learn sarcasm? 

- missed the ocean every day. 

- made acai bowls and missed kava roots.

- read three books

- got really angry and then felt really silly

- longboarding with zane

- missed alex hansen only a little bit. 

life is weird and good.